That strange heavy feeling!

Have you ever had days where things do not feel right? 

Then you have a couple of short conversations with someone you work with and there is a word or two thrown in that do not fit. Then another heavy feeling stays with you. That your friend is having conversations out side the box about their thoughts of you or another persons thoughts of you and who you are. Why? For what reason?



Always happens when money is involved eh. They don't want to feel guilty, so find some fault on your part, so it is easy for them to brush you off as a friend. That old story? Is that what it is? I need a nap. I am getting too old for this and those old games people play.


So here is this heavy feeling telling you something, warning you. You try to calm your mind and then you just go over to see something you usually do as fun. Wow, it matches that feeling!

Gads, life! Is it ever easy? It is hard to trust and I don't want to buy friends or friendship. But real friends do help each other or they use to anyway. There is that awful word..... Sucker.


Maybe it is all wrong thought waves and was just something I ate. lol  I hope so! So......Calm it is and a nap sounds real good about now!

March 28, 2010

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   Libra (9/23-10/22)

   Remember how jealousy and resentment made getting through the beginning of last week easier said than done? Well, here we go again. It might not be the same person or circumstances, but something about today's events will seem quite familiar. At this point, however, you know exactly what to do: Don't feed any energy into the situation, and it will go away. If that doesn't work, be more direct. Say goodbye, and say it like you mean it.